For every birthday that goes by, year after year. It makes me think of how this link Myself is my life. Yes when I was young, I did know lots of people and friends, I knew all in my grade from elementary to high school. The only difference is after HS graduation, I was forgotten and left behind, everyone went on without saying anything to me. I've tried to contact them, but all has gone to begin there lives. I already know it is because who I am now, I ignore it, and say screw them! Hey it wasn't my choice! I know ONLY some of my HUC/CBTF friends and family will say something like " I am here for you" That is nice to know but, that doesn't really do much for me, hey you guys live all around the world, and I'm always bored out of my wits, lonely, talking to myself. I take more meaning in phrases like " Stick and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me" You can't smell, taste, touch, or hear form a photo, oh 1 out of 5, I guess that is good enough? Yeah it was easy then, but it does get harder and harder each single day.... Not 10 years old anymore, teen years are gone, 20's flew past by. No idea where life is going anymore. Just an Aloner!
Michael J Fox never got any younger when he went Back to the Future.
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