I have posted this before on Facebook but, I wanted to put this on here. The one most thing that bothers me most, out of everything else is, when mostly everyone, even my own family treats me differently than before I was sick! I already accepted I am physically handicapped and I know I will have to live with this for my entire life. I'm always sitting alone, no one ever wants to come up to me anymore because who I became. I know that is the one main reason why, all the friends I knew from before, does not want any part of it. My sister? She doesn't even care, I know all of her her friends, they will call her, text her, come to the house and pick up only her to hang out, to a movie, lunch, dinner, lounge or whatever and, same thing when we go to a friend's of family house. My own cousins do same too, they will call her, text her, hang with her, only. For my birthday you will see just mostly my cbtf family and some family members wish me a happy bday on my facebook page, my sisters page? No contest. I know I have already heard (if they don't, maybe you should start it fist and it will spread) believe me, I have, and same crap happens. I've called them, so what? I wished them happy bday, ok and? It's never a reciprocal. I've repeatedly said it over hey it was not my choice!